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Monday, 15 March 2004
Wow I'm Back
Jee its been forever since i've been on this old page lots of stuff has happened good and bad...After the break up with Heather that caused alot of emotional and psycological damage we are friends again...yay! In september my dad died its been a little hard to go by each day but i'm managing... I guess. I made a new life long friend his name? Richard. He's a cool guy a bit disturbed and somewhat depressive but he's my buddy! Uh thats it for now i'll get back later PEACE!!!!!
Posted by punkers4u
at 1:33 PM EST
Tuesday, 29 July 2003
Fuck you, Fuck you all !!!!!!!!!
Wow i'm actually typing in something...well its been a wild summer crazy shit and stuff...Heather and me broke up for the summer but i'm guessing its gonna be for good. it doesn't really matter well I'm gonna sum up this summer so far reall quick I quit smoking for good Paige moved into my backyard and its been pretty good shes like a sister to me now Heather i just want to say i'm sorry i know you like this artie guy so go for him(not that you won't)but i'll be fine I'll never forget the love we shared...
Posted by punkers4u
at 12:36 AM EDT
Wednesday, 18 June 2003
Well this is it....
My last entry...I'll miss you heather...i'll miss everyone...don't forget me I'll never forget this year...falling in love...out of love...fights and break-ups...How many chances i missed...Heather one last thing put me back in your fuckin profile if you love me so much even if its just my name...Bye all have a better summer than i will...
Posted by punkers4u
at 8:48 PM EDT
I hate shit...but who doesn't?
Ok heather i can't talk directly to you and when i see you tomorrow i'm gonna get mad...I'll try my hardest not to but i can't help it. Do you really love me? Its just kinda hard to believe don't ask why i'm just screwed up now and i'll be this way for awhile so i dunno. I can't say i'm sorry cuz i don't feel that way...all i feel is empty...thats it. I'll just say this...i'm selfish when i said i wanted you all to myself before what i mean was i want you only with me and no one else cuz the time i spent with you i lovedand it wasn't even that much time so when you're not ther or when you go with someone else i get mad I sat at the table a watched a fuckin purse by myself...so what its just a big deal to me...i don't know what else to say....
Posted by punkers4u
at 7:58 PM EDT
I cried...
This is a fuckin poem for you:I cried for you today,
you left me in pieces,
alone to be with the people you love,
which i am not a part of,
the times we shared,
were they fake?,
like the way you say i held your heart?,
i believe it is a lie,
not one conceiveable,
you said you loved me was it also false?,
just like the way you held my heart,
but you still love another,
and walls have not yet been broken,
only the walls to my heart,
which are thin and fragile,
so many loves and lies,
thrown into the pit of my soul,
to be kept until i break anew,
to be kept until i no longer can breathe,
and as i pass they will be visible again in my eyes,
and to think i loved you so...
what words as these i'll never know...,
as i cried...
Posted by punkers4u
at 7:42 PM EDT
More anger...
Maybe you'd just be happy with someone else? I think you would, i'm just a sack of shit anyway....just think about it i'm sure you'll find that you would be happier with someone else. I'll just be the loner that i'm supposed to be. No more talking or interacting with anyone...just me and only me!!!!
Posted by punkers4u
at 7:33 PM EDT
Fuck You!
Heather you don't know how much i hate you right now i'm sooo fuckin pissed off at you...wanna know why? because I just wanted to be alone with you tonight but you just go and hang with two other chicks so fuck you...yah you brought me in a little but you know how i am I FELT LEFT OUT!!!!!!! yah thats right left out, like i always am. Mandie talked to me more than you did!!! all i want is to be ALONE with you no one else...maybe i should've brought it up but whatever i'm still mad....so please just don't talk to me tomorrow who knows you might just have a better day...Nothing ever goes right for me for more than a week. I was happy and now i have to end the schoolyear like this? Oh the irony!!!! Whatever...
Posted by punkers4u
at 7:30 PM EDT
Saturday, 14 June 2003
Summer Fun? Yah right.....
I hate summer it always sucks for me. I never get to see any of my friends....This summer i'm working two jobs so there goes most of my day...I hate to say this heather but you'll probobly not see me all summer...I'm sorry...
Posted by punkers4u
at 9:19 PM EDT
Thursday, 12 June 2003
Can I get a hell yeah?....HELL YEAH!!!!
Today was...fun! I paid Heather a surprise visit hehe. Although she didn't look it she said she was surprised^_^. We were at her house for about an hour then we went over to andi loyds house (i haven't talked to that chick in ages) and were there for awhile it was sooo fun i'm going again on monday!! Mr darby gave me a ride home...so now i'm home and the one day i CAN get online hether can't...stupid storm...
Posted by punkers4u
at 9:24 PM EDT
Wednesday, 11 June 2003
Tired....
hmmm today was interesting...as it turns out Sabrina likes me and it was funny cuz she didn't know i had a gf so when i tell her shes starts crying and i'm thinking...Joy...so she finally stops. I don't think i'm gonna be hanign around her anymore shes a little crazy....but it doesn't matter i have the greatest gf in the world ^_^ so yah i'm drinking again...
Posted by punkers4u
at 10:31 PM EDT
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